This afternoon I made my 3rd solo drive to town—something that took a new form of courage.
The muddy roads to town are steep and twisting, and at many points, the thick tropical grasses lining the edges make it impossible for more than one vehicle to pass at a time. There are several turns that are so sharp that it requires honking the horn first to warn oncoming drivers. In this short time I’ve learned to simultaneously brake, downshift, and honk while peering through the dirty windshield.
Only once in the three times I’ve driven to town did I need to stop for a public bus, which requires slamming on the brakes and throwing the car into reverse to create room for the bus to pass. When the bus drivers are kind, they wait. When they’re late, they drive two feet in front of the car as we back up. Eventually a dirt driveway appears and we pull into the nook for safety while the bus passes.
The first time I drove alone, I cried the entire way. Not because I don’t love to drive or because I thought that I couldn’t do it, but because I felt her absence so deeply. I mentally checked this off as another reason to work on living in the present.
Today as I barreled down the road, I blasted Janis Joplin’s greatest hits and sang in my loudest American voice. As I passed through the small village of Bomfin, a group of teenagers playing the guitar turned to look. NOS-sa! they called.
On the way back, just below the rural school, the public bus stopped and a young neighbor stepped out. He’s about 10, a boy with sparkling eyes and a sweet disposition. He often comments on our fruit trees when he passes our farm, and I invite him to pick peaches or mangoes when they’re ripe.
He waves for me to stop the car. “Could you give me a ride to the top of the hill?” he asks.
“Com certeza!” I motion for him to join me. I’m surprised because he usually walks up the steep hill like the rest of us, but I’m happy for the company.
At the next bus stop, he asks me to stop the car. He gets out, and I see a frail, elderly woman slowly stepping out of the bus. He takes her arm and looks in the window of the car. “Can we take my grandmother, too?”
I smile, understanding the plan. It means that I will need to drive farther up the road, to the fields above our home. The roads there are full of rocks, muddy and impossibly steep. Although Leonardo assures me that it will be fine, I’m certain it will be a serious challenge to find a good place to turn around. I will need to find a way back down.
I brace myself and shift into first. “Vamos.”
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